Ive just watched a chatshow with jason biggs from 'american pie', and its made me really depressed to see

Make different choices in your life! Your life and your reality starts within your own mind...change your mind and you WILL change your reality. You don't think it's this simple, but it is! This is how people live a charmed life...by attitude. Put your mind in a more positive frame of mind and you'll see all your problems leave you one by one and you'll find a life that you've always wanted! If you say "I can't because of bpd" then you've already defeated yourself. You CAN do anything you want to do! The only limitations we have are the ones we put on ourselves.