Help me!!! I need to know what going on!!!?

okay i dated this guy for a year and a half and he was amazing. but i broke it off in august because of a false rumor. (stupid by the way). anyway we started talking again on tect over winter break. he siad all this amazing. we talked about our breakup and everything he said he was falling for me again and he didnt want to hurt me and that he cared about me. but he had a girlfriend. all the sudden we just didnt tlak anymore for a little bit. then we got talking again over text, on a weekend. he wanted to know why we never kissed and everything. he thought it was because i didnt think i would like kissing him. lol not true. but he wanted to find out if i would like it. and he asked me if i wanted to find out i said ya. but i said we werent going to kiss unless we were going out. yea that wasnt an ultamatium it was the right thing to say. right? anyway he asked me out that night and i said he yea. then he broke it off like five days later, over text. and it wasnt even me taxting him. it was my friend that said hey then he said stuff how like his mom is making him quit soccer and that he couldnt have a girlfriend anymore. but i felt relieved and sad at the same time. why? anyway i dont wanna let go because i want him. i miss him ya know. i wanna know if he played me? i wanna know if i was wrong to go out with him again? i need the truth it is bugging me so freakin bad its unbelievable.!!! sorry its so long. lol :) pleaser answer all the questions. and tell me the truth on what you think. btw im not going to say my age because i dont think it matters. (hint: im not like 10 or anything but im not like in my 20s lol)